my head, the scarf, 39now show, making art and polar bears.

okay so....

I'm not doing a good job of regularly writing here am I?

I've been doing stuff outside of the house, yay. getting out. I've decided.

I have no control over this, but I'm not going to let it control me.

I went today to target. some groceries and snacks. I have a card. I'm hurting for cash. spending it all on supplies for my wound on my head. gauze, mostly. have to keep it clean and protected, the wound is getting better, it did ooze all day today till around 4p. tonight it has stopped but it's building up for something. it closes up. boo that means I have to wait till the dr visit to get the stuff to come out. sometimes it will do it itself. hoping for that.

I have done much art the last couple of days. I need to pull fabric for the appliqued pieces. couldn't while the thing was oozing.

I have a show on thursday, 39now.... an all womens show. I haven't been in a big show in a while. it looks like it will be good. I'm going to go. even with the wrap on my head. I will probably wear a scarf or some fabric to cover the wrap. so people don't freak out.  I found a couple of things that will be fine.  it's hard to find square scarves anymore. only the long rectangles. probably at those expensive dept stores but I can't afford to shop at those. people don't wear scarves.

my friend is already bugging me about another drawing. it's like a job. it's not fun. it's suppose to be fun. he thinks we can make some money. it would be nice. but it interferes sometimes. I already have a big distraction with my head.

I have this sketchbook to finish for a thing I signed up for a few months ago. I forget I have it. I tried putting it in front of me but it gets buried by other stuff. then I forget about it. then I'll see it. oh poop I have to do that. but I don't. funny. got to get on that soon. it's due in january.

I drew some polar bears for one of the pieces. they turned out cute. I still have to make them more mine. maybe the translation to fabric will change them.  here they are:

it's time to get to sleep. I've got a drawing to work on and choosing fabric tomorrow, I think. 

more soon.