dream

I had a dream that I worked at this place, a research place for cats, they suckered me into bringing my kitty in, and then fired me, I snuck back in because I knew all the pass codes, no one suspected me, even though I was afraid I would get caught, I went into the back room where they were housing all the cats, there were so many, I keep looking for my cat, a lot of them looked like mine, I kept calling kitty, kitty. but he didn't come to the screen, I picked one up. looked exactly like mine, but wasn't. I put him back. I found another, I grabbed it, and found a box to put it in, it wasn't mine, mine wasn't there. I fell like I wanted to rescue them all but knew I could only get one. so I folded the box down with the cat in it, and carried it out of the room.   I had rescued one cat. I was sad that my cat wasn't there that meant something happened to him. there were about 20 others. that made me sad that I couldn't get more.  I woke up with my heart racing. it scared me in my sleep.

the cat I was looking for passed away this year in may, he had something wrong with his leg and couldn't walk and finally gave up. I miss him.