Arto Lindsay, my head, pink scarf, and art making

I found this doc about Arto Lindsay, I wanted to post it all together, unfortunately I posted them in the order they go not the order they'd read. well start with the first one and go to the 8th.  this is the info about Arto Lindsay:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Arto_Lindsay

as for me, on monday I went to the dr. to have my head checked. it was a weird place but I got some help. some sort of break for the indigent, since I don't have health insurance and am unemployed I qualify for the same medical care the homeless get. the place I went was clean. the dr. was less than nice. but whatever. I'm there to get my wound cleaned and checked not for compassion. she cut my hair. maybe she fancies being a hairdresser, I don't know. she didn't tell me she did that, I found out when I took off the bandage yesterday morning. big chunks of hair fell out. I was horrified. I hardly have any hair as it is. then I looked closer, it was neatly cut. not broken. nice. I go back thursday morning. I hope to have the same amount of hair when I return home.

 I've been wearing a bandage for over a week on my head. today I decided to leave it off for a few hours. I think I need to do that. it's looking better. when I go out and sleep i'll put the bandages on. when I'm in public I'll put on my pink scarf, since it's the only square one I own.  see it's not so bad.

I was suppose to work on a drawing a friend of mine wants me to do. I didn't. I have my reasons. mostly I just didn't want to... I should work on it, I guess.  I've done 3 for him. the lady he's showing them to. only liked one. the ratio isn't good. they're a lot of work and research to be turned down.

I started pinning on some fabric tonight, I had tried at the beginning of last week while I was really out of it. I looked at it later that week and hated it. I don't know what I was thinking, it was horrible. all the same color fabric and style. no variety and texture. tonight I unpinned that mess and re-pinned it with a variety of fabric and shapes. it's so much better. tomorrow I am going to attempt to sew that down. and then I'll be ready to work on the characters for the 6 new pieces. I have a few drawings ready. just need to work them out a little more.  the fun part is just around the corner.

so I skipped a day of writing.  I was doodling around all day yesterday. doing nothing. feeling nothing. it's really boring when I do that.